RachAnne

( Roxas  )

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I haven't updated in a few days; there's not really much of a reason for it, other than being busy revising for tests and such. I went bowling last night for my friends' birthday (one of the girls from manga night invited both me and Steph, there was a large group of us and they are such nice people) it was a lot of fun; I lost /both/ games, but then it's a sport, so that's NOT surprising, heh. 

I finally got around to buying my Umbrella bag, which is good, as I was desperately in need of a new school bag. Erm, I ordered a keyblade pendant from cosplaymagic.com. I got Oblivion, and Stephie got Oathkeeper, they're sort of like the fangirl version of friendship necklaces, yes, we have our own fun. I also redyed my hair today, because the sun from holiday faded it-now it's back to it's bright red self, and I'm content with it. 

It's five weeks or so until I break up for the summer, and then I'll be in my last year of high school. I was speaking with Kate before, and we decided that it's gone by really fast, that a lot of stuff has happened and that we're glad we've all been able to go through it together. A lot of things have been confusing me lately, mostly things that have in the past-they sort of went away, and are resurfacing again now. It's not that what's confusing me is confusing me because of what it /is/, more because of what people will think, you know? -sighs- oh, well.

My parents have finally agreed to let me get another hamster; we're getting him this weekend coming, and he shall be named Roxas! I'll take pictures <3

I love you, flist. Sorry this is a...really random post.

That's all I'm going to post for now, I think. They're the best pictures, anyway, the others are mostly of random things. I hope you enjoy seeing me and my family on holiday =)
My first day back at School was fine, I was supposed to go in yesterday, but after going to the doctors my mum made me stay off because they gave me some tablets to take and told me to rest, I feel a lot better now, actually.  I mean, my levels have been pretty high, but my mum assures me it's just because I've had a bit of a fever. Also, I really want some Roxas slippers.

I love you, flist <3

I'm....finally home. Don't get me wrong, it was a beautiful place and I had a nice time, but by the second week I was more than ready to come home. It was too hot, and by too hot I mean 49 degrees celcius in the sun and 40 in the shade. I'm the kind of person who can't take heat, at all, so yes, I was ready to come back, especially considering I've had a bad cold since Sunday which started with a cough, being blocked up and now has me feverish and in pain thanks to the ache in my sinisis-but overall it was a nice holiday, I'm just...glad to be in my own home again.
The flight back was fine, we got through the airport quickly and there were no delays. The flight there we had a ten hour delay and eventually got there at around five in the morning, but....the beds were comfortable and the room was gorgeous.

Yes, I took pictures, and I shall be posting them in another entry because I really don't feel up to sitting here and doing it now, for those of you who want to see them. Erm, the ones of all the fish and boats and such are from when we went on the submarine, incase you started to wonder. I missed you all very much, flist. Right, so I think I am going to have a cup of tea and curl up in bed whilst revising for my Maths exam, which is on the 24th -groan- how I managed to get a cold in the hottest place ever (it felt that way...) is beyond me, but there you go.

So I'm here in Egypt, I don't have long because the internet cafe is closing pretty much...now. It's a lovely hotel, lovely weather (a bit too hot in the afternoon, but the sea is gorgeous so it's all good) the flight...we had a ten hour delay, so we got here pretty late...other than that everything has been brilliant. I've taken a few photo's so far and will take more.
Sorry this is so rushed, I really don't have a lot of time. I have to leave about now, but I love you all and I'll try and get on some other time. I hope you're all well! <3

So guess what? I finally watched Sweeney Todd last night! My gosh, it's amazing. The music, the setting, the actors! I loved it and will seriously have to purchase it for myself when I have the money and the time (my friend Steph surprised me by bringing it round <3) is it wrong to still completely adore Johnny Depp whilst he's slitting peoples' throats? And is it wrong to still adore Helena when she's putting them into pies? Oh, well, I still do-and Helena's dresses were lovely! It's definitely one of my favourite films now by far, and...I need to see it again.

Hello, flist. This is going to be my last post until I go on Holiday and get settled; I promise I won't wait too long to get onto a computer and check up on how you all are <3 I would have posted tonight, but I have to go to town straight from School for a pedicure (my mothers idea) and then we're having Chinese because my mum hasn't been shopping for food simply because it might go off whilst we are away for two weeks. Makes sense, really-and so because it's my last day of School I just....really can not be bothered, you know? I couldn't be bothered yesterday but I got it over with, so I can again, right?

For all the England football fans out there (not that I'm one of them, I really hate football, but my dad can't stop going on about it...) Manchester United won the finals last night >.> I can assure you I'll keep hearing about that from him today, he gets so excited about it, bless him.

That's...probably about all. I love you, guys, and I promise to take lots of pictures! <3

I'm seriously thinking of styling my own Axel wig, because really...the ones on eBay are very, very bad. I was speaking with Steph last night (who will be my Roxas <3) and we were looking through all of the wigs and such on eBay and they really are extremely awful. Yes, I will make my own. I'll probably buy a practice wig from somewhere cheap in town to...well, practice on. Just so I don't mess it up, you know?

The second chapter of Prescott Hill is now up, for those of you read it. I'm working on an akuroku one-shot, I don't have a lot so far but here is what I have; if you think I should continue, tell me, if not...tell me also xD
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The white rabbit didn’t always win the race.

It quite feels as if I am going to fail my Science test; I'd just call it a hunch, but we did some exam practice questions today, and...I knew nothing. I'm an artist and a writer, not a scientist! Sometimes people just don't appreciate this xD

I'm exausted and I really want to play The World Ends With You, because it's amazing; I have to save it for my holiday, though. I have to say that Nintendo DS' are much more brilliant than PSPs', I don't know why I didn't think of trading sooner.

Why does it feel like I never have much to say? My life...isn't very eventful at the moment, but then it never really has been. I'm always tired and such, so I need some time to relax. I think it's because I get up at seven AM, go to School for nine and work there for 6 hours; it's tiring. I'd complain a lot more but you all know how I feel because you experience it to, all though with most of you it's work apposed to School. Either way, it's tiring, am I right?

Oh yes, and I made a new dA at http://naxne.deviantart.com so add me if you have one. I managed to borrow a scanner from my good friend Stephie, y'see, and so decided it was time for a fresh new start. 
That's...pretty much all I have to report, I'll update again Thursday, probably, before I go away Friday (whoa, that's come fast >.>) love you, flist.
 

I've come to the conclusion that most games for the PSP are complete balls, and so today, whilst I was in Game, I came to the decision that I am going to trade it in and the crap games I have for it, and get a DS instead; the reason? The world ends with you is now out, and I mean, its the new Square Enix game, and it is sort of on the same lines of KH character wise. Also, the games for the DS are so much better; bleach, naruto etc. So tomorrow my dad said we could go in and do that. Yay!

Also, my phone contract is up, meaning I need a new phone soon. No idea which one I am going to get, I'll look tomorrow.

My cold is better today, spending last night in bed helped, but now I have a stomach ache. PMS...really does suck. On other sad news my nan and grandads dog may die soon, he has two years maximum to live, four months minimum. Its sad, because I love that dog so much.

Once again I have nothing much else to say; just thought I should update so you know I'm alive and I feel a bit better. Love you, flist.

When I get home tonight, I plan to take a nice bath, but my pj's on and climb into bed with a cup of tea whilst watching Disney Movies. I have a cold, and it's making me feel AWFUL. My mum said I could stay off, but its Friday, so there's not much point. Might as well get the week over with and get better before my holiday's over the weekend, right?

-coughsneeze- I hate colds.

Also, I was speaking with my friend Steph and we were trying to come up with our Organization names; I didn't really like any of my ones made from Rachael, as its a long name, so instead I used my middle name, Anne. I came up with Naxne, which I quite like. Yeah...so we didn't have much else to talk about xD

I think I have...Math, Science, I.T, English and Performing Arts today, then it's the weekend. I could cry with happiness, because really, who wants to go to School when their head is banging and their nose is all blocked? No-one, I say. I suppose I'll bite the bullet and go in, though. School has been going pretty fast, recently. So hopefully today will, too. 

Love you, flist. <3

Today has been...pretty normal, really -sigh- nothing ever changes around here, but then I suppose it's the same for everyone. I got up, got dressed, ate my breakfast, went to School, came home and here I am. Of course, the only difference to my week has been the Manga Night, which was amazing. There were cosplayers from Gravitation to Naruto, and the Gaara gave me a lot of hugs ^_^ it was a lot of fun, and my mother said once I get back from my holiday I can buy an Axel cosplay. I mean, I would buy a Kairi one, but really, Axel is just made of too much win for me not to cosplay as him. That, and I have a minor obsession with him. Okay...maybe not minor...

Erm, once again I don't have a lot to say. I'm on Mushroom Rock Road in FFX, so...still not very far, but oh well. I'm getting there. I'm also trying to practice drawing some more, because I struggle with side view and such. It's....frustrating that I don't seem to be getting anywhere. Oh, and the manager of Waterstones hinted I might be WORKING there by the end of October. I think he took to me quite well, which is always a good sign.

You know when you get those days where you feel like you've ate practically everything? I'm having one of those. Also, my bag from eBay still has not come, so I'm requesting a refund. It's a shame, because I liked that bag and desperately needed a new one. Oh well, maybe I can find another one from a DIFFERENT seller from my refund.

I'm not allowed to read my Manga until the Holiday; I bought the KH1 manga set, volume 1 of Kill Me, Kiss Me and volume 1 of The Dreaming. I wonder if they'll be good...obviously KH will be good, because it's KH, but the others I'm not so sure about.

Well, flist, I love you. It seems pretty...empty around here recently. I know you all have lives and comments aren't your top priorities, but....how are you all?

So the title has no relevance to this entry, but oh well. My day has been pretty good so far, nothing special, but then it never is. I had double I.T this morning, and I do have some homework to do on that, but it doesn't have to be in until Thursday afternoon. I have some sketches to do for Performing Arts, but I'll do that when I get home. As it's a lovely day I've decided to be sociable and go out for a little while. I'll probably do my sketches when I get home and then play some more FFX, because really, the story is just brilliant. 

I got the work experience for Waterstones, and they said they're more than likely going to take me on for  a part-time job after wards, too. Assuming I do well, that is. I'm going back there tomorrow night anyway, because it's the Manga Night. I'm excited and I plan to get some new Manga to take on holiday with me. I'm going with my friend Steph, whom I adore, so it will be a lot of fun.

There isn't really much more to say; so I'll go and have some dinner and shower before I leave. I love, flist.

I've just been looking back on my old ironicending333 journal; the spelling mistakes in most of my entries on there are just awful. That, and most of the time I was just acting like a little brat. I don't know how you guys put up with me back then, what was it...two years ago? Wow. It's been a while since I wrote on there, then. If I recall I was in year eight when I stopped, and now I'm close to the end of year ten. It's amazing how fast time goes. 
Considering the weather has been gorgeous today, me, my mum and my pops went to the beach with the dog. It was lovely, and it was nice not to have to wear a coat. It was hot enough to wear an actual skirt -shock- it hardly ever is here. Though I should get used to it, because my holiday is...erm...twelve days away. Not long at all. I plan to take many pictures for you all, flist.
So the manager of Waterstones called me back; I have my work experience interview tomorrow at four, so it doesn't run into School hours. I hope he thinks I'm suitable enough. I really want to work there when work experience ends, too, as I'll be a few days away from the legal age, so hopefully, if I get the work experience, they'll think I'm good enough and offer me a part-time job if I ask nicely. 
This is just going to be a quick post, I've got to feed the dog and cat soon because my parents are out watching the football. They'll be back around six, so it's my job to feed the animals, walk the dog, and I'll probably clean up a little bit, too.
Great...I just heard thunder...it always happens when we get hot weather...and I'm alone in the house. This..is not good.
I really hope we don't get a full blow out storm, because it'll really suck -groans- anyways, I should go and sort the animals out now incase it DOES storm. Love you, flist. Hope you had a good weekend.

So, as much as I love this layout, I may have to change it soon because I literally have to go into www.livejournal.com, sign in there and click on view friends page to...view my friends page, as this layout doesn't allow me to do it from the top of the page. I really apprectiate you doing it for me, Kateness, and I'm sorry for wasting your time. =/
Two weeks today I'll be in Egypt. I can not wait, I most certainly need a holiday. It's been....one chaotic year so far.
So I went into Waterstones today and asked about work experience, luckily they do it, and the manager took down my details and said he'd give me a call sometime today and set up an interview to make sure I'm suitable and all. Because it's in October and I'll be sixteen just after work experience finishes, I might ask if they can keep me on for part-time work. They might not, but it's worth asking, right?
I've just left Besaid Island on FFX. I haven't really gotten very far because it's hard to find the time to play it, with School and all. I have a Science project that's due in on Monday, so I have a lot of work to do. I just thought I'd take a break and update this.
I am feeling better than I was in my last post; I'm not saying I'm spewing rainbows or anything, but I'm doing okay. Though it's 'that time', and so instead of Science work and such I'd rather be curled up in bed with a good book or some anime, but what can you do?
That's....probably about all. I'm going to do some more work, take another FFX break, and repeat the process. I love you, guys, thanks for the support in my last entry.

Sometimes I feel extremely intimidated around everybody. Sometimes I wish to be someone different. Sometimes I wish I was kinder, like Aeris, more likeable, like Selphie, more confident, like Axel. Sometimes I want to be like so many people I'm not I lose myself.
Sometimes I know what I want in life, and other times I sit in my room and wonder if I actually have a direction to go in.
Sometimes I wonder if I'm really truly happy-I wonder if other people like me when I don't like myself sometimes. 
Sometimes life just seems to stop, and there's nothing...just emptiness nothing. Sometimes I want to stay in bed all day and not face the world. And sometimes I think the day is going to be a lot worse than it actually turns out to be.
I get confused about things as much as everybody else. Sometimes I really wonder how there are people who can be happy all of the time even though they're hurting inside, and I admire them, and I'm jealous of them. Because I wish I could hide my pain sometimes.
I just want to find myself, who I am. Because right now...
I have no idea.

I've pretty much just woken up, and so I appologize if this entry is full of spelling mistakes and what not. It probably is when I haven't just woken up, as I'm too lazy to do a spell check most days. Oh, well.
Good morning, flist. I'm rathed sleepy, but I can't seem to sleep in past eight anymore. It bothers me just laying in bed when I could be doing something. Oh yes, and happy May day! We're off School today as it's a bank holiday, and because I haven't been for ages, and if it's open, I may go to the gym....
....Well, I took about a thirty minute power walk yesterday, as I have been just sitting on my ass the past few months. And it made me feel a hell of a lot better, and so the gym is also exercise. It's time I got some motivation.
Other than that, well, I probably won't end up doing much else. I started FFX again last night, so I'll play some of that later on. The weather hasn't been too brilliant, yesterday it even stormed -shudder- but it seems a little better today, no pouring of rain, anyway. Well, not yet.
Oh, and that reminds me, look at my lovely layout. Isn't it wonderful? -grins-  thank you once again, Kateness. I would have never known how to do this >.>
I love you all, flist. Have a lovely May Day <3

I really want a layout that's...well...custom. But I really can't seem to figure out how to get it to work. Kateness, I know you've done yours and I do have the site freelayouts on my favourites, I've tried to get it working but I don't know how to get the images up or anything >.> and so Kateness, if you could walk me through it, or if I give you my log in info, could you do it for me? If it's too much to ask of you that's fine, I understand. Just thought I'd try.
Look for some new icons soon!

I think I'm going to fry, it's boiling in this computer room, flist, really. You think a School would have air conditioning, or something.
Other than being extremely hot...well, I'm doing...alright, I suppose. I have a bad back, and I feel a bit...I don't want to say down, but...fed up, I suppose. My mother bought me a new cook book yesterday called 'Comfort Food' and so I'm going to attempt the double chocolate muffins this weekend, as it's a three day weekend.
Also, I've decided to give up on my idea of being a writer. Well, I'm still going to take journalism in college, to see what it's like. But lets face it, I'm nearly always in a writers block and I don't think I can write too well, as I'm bad at grammar and every story I post barely scrapes reviews. 
That's...probably about all, haircut tomorrow and a day of shopping with my mother for last minute holiday clothes. It should be a lot of fun.
I love you, flist.

The new story I was speaking about the other day has now been posted; well, the first chapter, anyway. Considering my beta reader was blatantly ignoring me and wouldn't send me the first chapter back, Rainey offered to beta read for me. So a big thank you to you, Rainey <3
Here's the link, should any of you want to read it.

http://www.fanfiction.net/s/4228242/1/Prescott_Hill

Today's been alright; the weeks are going by fairly quickly at the moment, and this year feels like it's going by so fast. I'm excited about getting my hair done, though I'm still undecided. There are a few styles in the hair magazine I picked up that I like, but it's which one to go for. 
My mum's done Chilly Con Carni for dinner tonight; I just tried it and boy is it spicy. Amazingly gorgeous, but spicy. 
It's 23 day until my Holiday from tomorrow -grins- I'm very excited.
That's...probably all that's happened in my interesting (yes...of course it is) life. I love you all, flist. I hope you're all well.

 Today...wasn't particularly too bad. It was bearable, at least. And it went fast enough-I only have three lessons tomorrow because in the afternoon we're on another drama trip. I don't...really want to go, because it's going to be centered on helping those who have actual parts in the play, and well, of course I don't.
I'll just stare at the ceiling or something fun like that. 
I'm waiting for my beta reader to send me my first chapter of my new fanfiction back; I have three chapters written so far, they're not really big chapters, but oh well. They never are. 
My hair's being cut on Saturday and I still haven't decided what exactly to get done. Oh well.
And I might be starting out in a band, soon. We're just waiting on a reply from a drummer. Yeah. And I'm supposed to be going to the fair Friday night, though I can barely afford it and I hate fast rides, so there's not much point. I just can't say no to people. Even if it is bad for my health, as they want to meet at 5:30 and that means I have to eat really early and when we're there I won't have access to much food.
Love you, flist. <3